Over these past few weeks i've been feeling incredibly depressed. I think it might be the time of year. College sucks, and its really dragging me down. The only things i look forward to anymore are seeing my (amazing) boyfriend at the weekends and or getting shitfaced. Oh dear.

Well i've got my first counselling appointment today, and i'm really REALLY nervous about it. Also found a couple of poems i wrote a year or so ago, and i'm debating as to post them or not. Hmm. Other than that things are peachy.

Well i've written a small bit of coursework for english but i'll only post it up if someone reads this and asks me to; its gotta be handed in on wednesday and i only want a few opinions for the sake of having opinions on it. Things are improving now i'm back on my medication.

Well I'm literally seething with anger now. Not going to state why. Had a great couple of days at college, its going really well. Nothing much else to write here as I'm choosing not to go off on an angry rant.

Well i woke up at 1am in a cold sweat, after having the worst duo of nightmares i've had in a long while. Luckily managed to get back to sleep half an hour later, but still quite shaken up. Starting college on the 14th, and going to Alton towers on Thursday. I've got alot to be excited about but to be honest I'm not feeling much at all. Also think i have writer's block again, So tips on how to get rid of it would be much appreciated.